I love you babe. More than anything or anyone. You complete me, and you make me a better person. We've been together for a year and 3 months, a little more than that, actually. And through all the tough times, all the shit, all my bullcrap and bitching, you've stayed. Thank you. Anyone else would flip me the bird and tell me to fuck off... You? No, you stayed. You stayed and offered help. I love you, Nick. I am so grateful, so happy, so.. lucky, to have you.
I've always dreamt of flight, and you know what? You fulfil that dream.<3 Maybe not in the sense of actual flight.. but, you always take me higher, teach me new things, help me, love me, you care. Without you, I'd be incomplete, hurtful, rude.. I wouldn't be the great person I am now. Yes, even now I can still be harsh, and bitter. Cold, and uncaring.. But it isn't me, it's the distance. I miss you so badly.. it's so upsetting to me.. I am sorry I take it out on you so often, that my sadness drags you and others around me down..
Nicholas, I love you. Stay with me for as long as we live, I promise you I will improve for you. I cannot wait for the day we actually live together, instead of so far apart, in different countries..
*snuggles and hugs her dragon tight*